my name is kenny and i’m here at best drugrehabilitation, and i’ve been here for probably about thirty days now. i guess to begin, heroinhas taken me through a lot of trials and tribulations in my lifetime, and at this particular time,i feel like i’ve finally gotten an opportunity to make a change— and a genuine change—so as of right now, i’m taking things day by day, and just trying to get my life backin order. i often feel like that when detoxing off anysubstance, you’re going through an emotional roller coaster. so the main thing to do wouldbe to find certain things that takes your mind off of the outside world and off thefacility and off of stress intention, and for me, that would be working out.
and we have a personal trainer on file, bythe name of jim. and he help us do things such as core, upper body, and lower body.and i personally attend three days a week. i’m actually working on changing how i perceivethings— like an overall change of mindset— which would, you know, concur with the ideaof going to the fitness area and stuff like that. because i feel like sobriety withouthappiness is kind of useless. so right now, i’m working on finding my own personal happinessand lighting that flame inside of me, and i feel like once i find that happiness, andit’s secure, then sobriety will be a minimal of what i’m worried about. i just feel like what a lot of people havea problem with when it comes to recovery is
not being able to accept the faults and theflaws they have in their lifetime. but i feel like, if you do have a breath or second opportunity,you should take it and up— you know— uplift it to the fullest because you don’t knowwhen that opportunity might run short. and i feel like being put here has given me anopportunity or a sense of light, and i’m definitely interested in seeing someone elseget the same opportunity that i’ve received.
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